I haven’t blogged in such a long time I don’t even know what I should write. I guess upon reflection of this year, I should talk about the change that has happened. They were drastic so to speak, shocking in a way. Many things fundamentally had no way of making sense in an instant. Many views couldn’t be altered immediately with my willing consent. I watched as certain things lose its meaning and witnessed certain things make sense in my life that never has before. Nothing has ever been so chaotic in a way I sort of enjoyed it while I was in panic. Nothing felt right yet nothing felt so wrong that I lived so miserably. I guess that’s a goog thing after all.